hello, how are you today? yesterday?
i just want to know news about you and maybe talk to you, hmm

or maybe only see you

sejak ada UTS (Ujian Tiap Seminggu) gw menjadi amat sangat tidak suka hari Jumat jam 15.00-17.00

2 jam yang bisa bikin gw stres dari minggu sebelumnya.

tadi abis uts kimia gw malah tambah pusing gara gara ga bosa ngerjain, hadeeeh

ditambah lagi mood gw yang emang lagi jelek minggu ini gatau kenapa, hmm

makin lama hidup di itb makin berat, kalo ga punya mental kuat bisa gila iya deh ini huhuu

sorry postnya amat sangat ga berguna

i just want to know the truth

hello there

today is december and my last post was August

mm it's so long time ago yaa

now i'm college student.

i think be college student is harder than be high school student

Bandung is my town now, since August because i study here

many things happen and i feel too lazy to write it here hahaha i'm sorry

okay it's 1.06 am and i can't close my eyes and go to sleep

fyi tonight there are many stars in the sky

okay nightmare for this week is physic ! wish me luck on Friday, see yaa

mmm, my mind can't stop thinking and guessing
today is not my daay :(

well, long time no see ya? hahahaha

sebenernya gw pengen banget meng update blog gw, tapi ya tapi pas udh di depan laptop, naluri mengetik gw mulai ilang ahahahaha.

okaay gw akan bercerita tentang kegiatan gw bulan juni.

whoooah gw udah mulai libur dan tidak punya kegiatan mengasyikan, boong deeng, bulan juni penuh dengan kegiatan yang, mm fun yes yes really fun

here we are :

1. Puncak Trip

tanggal 8 juni 2009 gw ke puncak sama rafi, boga, iqbal, sari and mr.udin. Tujuan utamanya tak lain dan tak bukan adalah untuk survey tempat kelas gw liburan yg sampe sekarang ga liburan liburan juga, mmm. Kita kumpul di dpn cm jam 7 pagi, and gw yg dateng pertama, zzz.

Setelah semuanya dateng ke segera berangkat ke puncak, asik asik. Eh tapi ternyata pak udin salah jalan malah ngambil ke arah Bandung ! wow wow, pdhal harusnya ambil jalan ke arah bogor, zzz. Alhasil mbilnya mundur di tol, coba bayangkan ! setelah 1 atau 2 jam (gw lupa) sampai juga kita di puncak, jalannya tidak macet sama sekali, secara itu hari kerja hahaha.

Tujuan kita langsung ke Green Apple, yaa setelah kita mencari cari villa mana yg kira kira kita sewa, kita berjalan jalan menjelajahi green apple. here are photos :

Abis itu kita ke masjid dan mencari makan. Emang deh ya temen temen gw aneh banget. Simak percakapn berikut :

Lokasi : Rumah makan padang 1

Rafi : Bu berapa harga nasi sama ayam?

Ibu penjual : 13 ribu

Iqbal : Ah mahal fi

Rafi : Bentar ya bu kita tanya yg lain dulu

Lokasi : mobil 

Rafi : ah mahal yang itu 13 ribu

Iqbal : Cari yg lain aja deh

dan dan yaa si boga malah nanya ke tempat sate kelinci yg harganya 21 rb, zz

akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk cari tempat makan padang yg lebih murah, setelah ga berapa lama, kita menemukan rumah makan padang

Lokasi : Rumah makan padang 2

Rafi : berapa bu nasi sama ayam

Ibu penjual : 12 ribu

Iqbal : Ini baru murah fi

Oh astaga cuma beda 1000 ya padahal, ckckck. Dan mereka juga makannya pada nambah, jadi ya ngga 12 ribu juga itu, hadeeh

Abis itu kita ke taman safari, waah asik abis deh disitu, sayangnya hujannya deres banget, jadinya kita nunggu hujannya reda sambil jalan pelan" disitu. Kita muterin taman safari 2 kali loh, ahahaha gila deh ya emg. Oh iya pas mau ke taman safari, ada kejadian lucu banget tengtang anak penjual wortel hahaha.

Boga : De, wortelnya berapa?

Anak penjual wortel : 10 ribu 3 kak

Boga : Ah mahal

Anak penjual wortel : ngga mahal kok, ini udh harga pasar atuh

Iqbal : kalo pisang berapa dek?

Anak penjual wortel : piasang yg mana atuh?

dan abis itu mobil boga langsung melaju kencang, kasian banget deh itu anaknya, ckck.

abis dari taman safari, kita makan dulu di cimory, tempatnya bagus deh, view nya juga. cuma makananna biasa aja rasanya. Abis itu kita pulang ke jakarta

whoooah it was a nice trip ya :) (foto menyusul haaha)

2. Pengumuman UAN

tanggal 13 juni katanya hari pengumuman UAN, tapii gosipnya pengumumannya itu diundur, tapi ternyata sekolah gw ngga, asiiik. Jadi abis magrib pas gw buka facebook, status orang orang tuh alhamdulillah semua. Yaudah gw ikut buka juga dan

ALHAMDULILLAH GW LULUS ! ASIIIK

hhahaa, udah lega deh akhirnya. dan asiknya lagi 34/2009 lulus 100 % asiik yakan ahahahaha

oke wisuda dan prom akan menyusul di June part 2

see yaa,
happy

helloooo !

waah sudah lama yaa gw ga ngepost. ga ada ide abisan mau nulis apa.
liburan kali ini benar benar membosankan looh, setiap hari kerjaannya hanya di rumah, cuma TV sama laptop doang nih temen gw pas libur hahaha kasian abis yaa gw.

akhirnya UMB sama SMUP udah selesai (padahal gw ga ikut), good luck buat all my friends yang ikut tes yaa, abis itu bisa main deh kita ga ada alesan nunggu UMB sama SMUP lagi, terutama buat dea sama aszeel, i miss you a looot banget deh ah, main lagi doong, abis itu karoke deh kita. hahahaha

and finally besok loh besok

Q: ada apa dengan besok?
A: ga ada apa apa . hahaha

ngga deeng, besok gw mau survey sama temen  temen gw, kalo kata sari trip bego season 2, nambah anggota tapi, si boga. ahahahaha.
huaaah semoga besok menyenangkan deh yaa, i can't wait till mondaay ! haha

oh iya pengumuman UAN 6 hari lagi nih, semoga kita semua lulus dengan nilai yang bagus yaa, AMIN !

oke deh sekian post dari gw yang sangat amat tidak penting. ahahaha

see yaa,
happy

oh please stop guessing
it makes me feel terrible
and
my mood is getting low low low and looooooooooow : (

don't ask me why, because i don't know why too

why my mood getting low every thursday night?

sedang apa kamu?

menunggu

apa yang kamu tunggu?

tidak tau

bosaaan ! hari ini gw gatau harus ngapain

okay, udah 2 hari ini gw libur dan masih berlanjut sampai 2 hari kedepan. cuma hari ini gw merasa amat bosan. mau belajar buat uas, rasanya malaaaaaaaas sekali. buku buku gw juga udh pd gatau kmana itu, kwn agama dan teman temannya, akhirnya malah baca salad days. hahaha.

oke gw mau cerita ttg liburan gw 2 hari kmrn

Rabu :
Pagi pagi gw udah ke rumah turah, soalnya kita mau berangkat ke bandung sama lele. seru deh itu, soalnya gw belom pernah pergi jauh gitu sama temen. hahaha. Sampai sana kita langsung ke gedung rektorat ITB nya, nemenin turah balikin formulir. Abis itu kita ke cisitu liat liat tempat kos, terus masuk ke ITB, waaa antusias bgt itu gw disana. Abis itu kita makan bubur terus jalan jalan menjelajah FO. hahahaha. Asik deh, setelah mencoba berbagai macam baju, gw cuma beli 1 kemeja. Abis itu gara - gara ujan deres kita langsung pulang ke Jakarta, padahal pas udah di cipularang tidak hujan sama sekali, zz. Pas ketemu tempat makan kita makan dulu dan melanjutkan perjalanan ke jakarta, it was a nice trip ! :)

Kamis :
Gw main ke rumah aszel sama dea, hihi asik deh udah lama ga maen. Pas gw dateng tiba tiba disuruh ngerjain tes koran gitu sama dea, ada ada aja deh itu. hahahha. Abis itu kita foto-foto, makan, terus cerita-cerita. asik deh pokoknya, kapan kapan main lagi yaa kita ! :)

Jumat:
Daritadi cuma main komputer doang ga ada kerjaan, huaaaah bosan. hahahha

oke cukup sekian post ga penting dari gw, daaaaa

see yaa,
happy

i dont know what will i write.
i just not feel sleepy

why my mind can't stop guessing about that?

okay kmrn gw sama temen - temen gw ke pim mau ntn knowing, oh ya ampun pas nyampe 21 itu suasananya udh kayak di pasar malem gitu, gelap gelap, mana isinya bocah smp abg abg gitu lagi, ckckckck. akhirnya setelah mengantri dapetnya yg jam 7.
kesan gw pertama kali sama filmnya :
oh ok bagus nih filmnya, gw ampe ngangkat kaki gitu, temen gw ampe nangis saking takutnya ( pdhal bukan film horor) , tp jd agak agak serem gitu. eeeh pas endingnya, gw malah ngetawain filmnya, temen gw bilang gini "eh itu yg para pembisiknya kayak westlife tuh mirip mark" ahahhaaha gw langsung ketawa itu, pdhal tdnya takut takut gitu nontonnya. Terus tiba tiba jadi kayak ada alien alien gitu, gw sih kurang suka sama endingnya, sok ada adam dan hawa sama kelinci gitu lagi. hahaha

Sampe rumah gw berniat mau upload foto-foto, tapi ya ampun itu lama bener deh uploadnya berjam-jam, ckckck. Akhirnya gw tidur jam, mm setengah 1 apa setengah 2 gitu, gara gara ntn the master. hahahaha. Terus jam setengah 6 gw bangunin temen gw, percakapan org bangun tidur jd agak ngelantur :

H : eh bangun lu setengah 6 ini
R : hmm, siapa ini?
H : happy men
R : oh iyaa, ntr dtg cepet lu ya, mau dansa
H : he? dansa
R : eh belanja
H : jam brapa deh emg?
R : yaa siangan aja gitu ntar kita beli kejunya
H : keju?
R : eh daging eh apa deh itu
H : hmm iya ntr ksh tau gw jam brp ya
R : iyaa, thanks hap
H : yoo daaah

gila deh ya mau belanja bilangnya dansa, wakakaka (sebenernya itu juga agak ngarang gw isi percakapannya, msh setengah sadar juga itu gw nelfonnya)
abis itu gw tidur lagi, eh jam setengah 9 ada sms isinya gini :

"selamat ! kalian terpilih sbg pasukan yg membeli bahan-bahan buat bakar-bakaran ntar sore"

oh oke gw yg tadinya ngantuk banget langsung ketawa baca smsnya, ckckck gw kira gw menang undian apa gitu depanya udah ada selamatnya gitu. hahaha. terus gw tidur lagi tuh. eh 5 menit kemudian gw dibangunkan oleh sms lagi, zzz isinya gini :

"jartel jangan lupa ntar jam 4 ada bakar-bakaran di rumah rafi"

aduh ya ampun tidur indah gw dirusak sama sms sms itu, huaaaah.
i can't wait untill this afternoon, it will be fun, i guess
tapi males banget gw dateng jam 2, aduh tolong itu panas banget dan rumah gw harus menempuh jarak berkilo kilo buat kesana (lebay) hhahaha.


see yaa,
happy

i don't have right to sad or happy now
stop guessing please

i'm too afraid to hope
i'm too afraid to guess

i enjoy like this
but i don't know
how long this happen?

there's something in my mind
which ask me not hoping too much

UAN tinggal 5 hari lagi
semoga semuanya lulus UAN 2009 dengan nilai yang memuaskan, AMIN !

honestly, i feel worried about this

first i wanna say : Thanks GOD, Alhamdulillah ya Allah
wooow hari ini adalah pengumuman ITB dan alhamdulillah banget gw terima di SAPPK.
padahal udah hopeless gitu gw. Mana pengumumannya di undur terus lagi. Gw buka subuh, taunya jam 10 pagi. Pas jam 10 gw ga bisa login, baru bisa kebuka jam 12 ternyata.

aduh speechless banget gw. waaaaa. but i have to choose the best for me.
doaaakan ga salah pilih yaaa

buat zita, aszel, turah, boga, aldi, fitri : ayoooo semangaaat yaaa, jangan pada sediih dooong !

2 days again to result of SIMAK UI
6 days again to result of PMBP ITB

hey (gw selalu bingung cara mulai ceritanya. haha)

okay, hari ini biasa aja. Ulangan jam pertama bahasa indonesia, yaa bisalah dikarang-karang. Jam keduanya sejarah dan gw menjawab sesuka hati, tau deh itu dapet berapa, gw ga baca sedikitpun materinya. haha

selesai ulangan, baru gw duduk sebentar dan bersenda gurau bersama temen-temen gw, eeh si novi bilang remed mtk sekarang. Oh my ! gw belom siap padahal. yaudah gw sama yang lainnya bergegas ke ruang 15. Awalnya gw masih belajar-belajar gitu, lama-lama males. hahhaaha.

setelah menunggu beberapa menit, datenglah guru gw dan suasana tegang muncul seketika, dia menyalakan komputer, dan taraaaaa komputernya gabisa idup -.- 
setelah dicoba beberapa kali komputernya tetep gamau nyala, gw udah seneng" aja tuh ga jadi remed,trus guru gw bilang yaudah cari kelas dulu. Semua anak langsung lari keluar kelas, gw tau pasti pada mau duudk di belakang. hahaha

Setelah nyari ampe ke kelas XI IPA 5, ada yang teriak wooy ga jadi pindah kelas. Oh astaga, okay gw udah lari-lari dan ternyata ga jadi pindah dan anak anak juga mulai lari lagi, gw pasrah aja deh itu biar temen gw yg nyari tempat. hahaha.

Setelah menghitung menit demi menit guru gw tak kunjung datang, udah mulai males nih gw remednya, abisan ribet gini. Tiba tiba jajang masuk terus bilang eeh semuanya pindaah.
Oh astaga kenapa mau remed ribet banget sih pake lari sana lari sini. Setelah anak-anak duduk manis dan tertib, ternyata oh ternyata komputernya rusak juga -.- ckckck heran gw ini komputernya pada diapain deh ampe pada rusak semua.

Akhirnya guru gw mematikan komputernya dan bilang ayoo pindah ke XI IPA 3, daan wuuush semuanya langsung lari demi mendapatkan tempat impian. well, thanks to dimek karena dia dengan pintarnya mencari tempat di belakang. hahaha

Finally, remed pun dimulai, dikasih soal essay 10 dalam waktu 1 jam. Okay fine, nomer 1 soalnya trigono (oh i hate this part) . okay nomer 1 lancar, 2 lancar, 3 lancar, 4 berenti. Dalem hati oh ya ampun ini log gw lupa caranya waaaaaaaa. okay gw lewat gw ngerjain nomer 5 dan selanjutnya. Dan soal remed ditutup dengan cantiknya dengan dimensi 3, ga tau dapet ilham darimana gw mengerjakan nomer 10 dan menemukan hasilnya ( gatau tapi bener apa ngga)

Akhirnya remed selesai, wiih sekolahan udah sepi, langit mendung, gw mulai mencari geng ciputat untuk diajak pulang bareng, tapi hasilnya nihil -.-
Gw ngajak sari ke depan ipa 4 buat nyari botol minum gw, dan ternyata tidak ada, oh ya ampun pasti nyokap gw bakalan nyariin deh tuh botol minum. Pas ketinggalan  di rumah Rafi aja bawel banget nanyain tuh botol minum, apalagi ini yang tiba-tiba raib entah kemana.

Kemudian kita memutuskan untuk pulang, tapi Sari minta ditemenin ke BK dulu. Abis nemenin Sari, tiba tiba jegeeer petir menyambar dan hujan turun dengan derasnya, gw sama sari ga bisa pulang tentunya, terus gw ngajak ke kamar mandi di deket kantin, tapi Sari bilang yg deket lab komputer aja, ok gw ngikut, tapi ga tau knp gw ngerasa ntar pasti ada yg ga beres.

Dan ternyata oh ternyata pas gw mau masuk kamar mandi, awalnya gw ngeliat tas, gw mikir jangan sampe si layangan ada. Ternyata, weew dia ada loh ada dan sempet liat-liatan . hahahaha. woow, long time no see banget deh gw itu, gw agak agaka shock aja gitu tiba-tiba ketemu, without smile, without says "hello". yaudah sih gw ga ambil pusing.
Pas gw keluar dari kamar mandi mereka masih ada aja disitu, yaudah gw ke kantin.

Maksud hati mau makan untuk menunggu hujan, pas makan ternyata emang hujannya berhenti, terus gw melihat turah, woow akhirnya gw menemukan orang untuk diajak pulang bareng. Gw dan Sari memutuskan untuk pulang sebelum hujan deras lagi. Eh taunya pas udah nyampe gerbang hujan deras lagi, yaampun akhirnya gw nunggu di mobil Turah sekalian nungguin dia. Abis itu pulang deh ( capek gw ceritanya)

Thanks to Sari , karena udh menemani menunggu hujan and especially thanks to turah, maaf yaa ngerepotin.

bye,
happy

 i miss you so much,  my dea - my aszel (':

i have a test for you

1	Where would you choose to live? please answer Near the sea On the hill In a big city In a farm In a jungle
2	If you are going on holidays, when do you feel most happy? please answer One day before leaving When everybody has fun together When talking When leaving and when coming back home When eating
3	what do you think when you have dreamed about achieving something? please answer I will achieve it in reality. My effort will be paid off. I will fail. Only success in a dream, so what? No special meaning.
4	There are lots of different dishes on the dining table. What do you want to eat first? please answer Soup or curry Rice or bread Salad Vegetables Dessert or fruits
5	What do you think when you see a beautiful sunset? please answer Wow! How beautiful. Oh! How sad. Nice weather. I want to shout as loud as I can. Tomorrow I must try harder.

and the result :

1. Where would you choose to live?

near the sea :
Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.

On the hill :
Your ideal mate has a good figure.

In a big city :
Your ideal mate is gentle and sweet.

In a farm :
Your ideal mate is kind and generous.

In a jungle :
Your ideal mate is calm and reliable

2. If you are going on holidays, when do you feel most happy?

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One day before leaving :
Most of your plan would be successful. When you wish, you make a reasonable wish.

When everybody has fun together :
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.

When talking :
About your wish, you always want to be with your friends.

When leaving and when coming back home :
You like changes. Going for a trip is challenging to you.

When eating :
Good rest and great food make you feel happy more than anything else


3. what do you think when you have dreamed about achieving something ?

I will achieve it in reality :
Success depends on someone's faith in their ability. That's your attitudes towards success.

My effort will be paid off :
No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success.

I will fail :
You are worried and uncertain about your success. That's your attitudes towards success.

Only success in a dream, so what? :
You are in despair about your lack of success. That's your attitudes towards success.

No special meaning :
Success or failure, that's no big deal. You don't care. That's your attitudes towards success

4. There are lots of different dishes on the dining table. What do you want to eat first?

Soup or curry:
You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.

Rice or bread :
You realize that there are always ups and downs. Joy and sorrow are constant companions.

Salad :
Can a woman be president? You will answer no to this question.

Vegetables :
You think that if you like what you are and have, then no matter what, you will always be happy.

Dessert or fruits :
You love freedom and don't want to get tied down.

5. What do you think when you see a beautiful sunset ?

Wow! How beautiful :
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

Oh! How sad :
You are able to adapt and respond to changes. You think life is always uncertain.

Nice weather :
Be more rational, and try to control your emotions

I want to shout as loud as I can :
You are strong-willed, and tend to be a little self-centered.

Tomorrow I must try harder :
You think very positively, and believe in yourself.

How's your result ?

i take a personality test, and there are the result :

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i feel bored, nothing to do.
i absent today, i feel so tired after PMBP ITB.
I can predict how the result, i just can pray and hope.
I wish i accepted in ITB, amin !
wish me luck

Deseo que puede parar el tiempo, así que podemos permanecer en esta condición

One day, there is a girl in garden. She always in garden, suddenly there is a kite come to her, but she always ignore it, because she is enjoy watch a view of that garden. But after several times, she give attention to the kite. She start play with the kite, she is very happy. She feel she found her new mate. The girl and the kite look always together with smile in her face.

But suddenly, the kite don"t want in her hand again, the kite try to fly, try to escape from her hand. The girl feel so sad, why the kite don"t want play together with her again, whereas she is very happy with the kite. She think maybe the wind which want to flying the kite, so she keep the kite from the wind, but it useless. The girl tired, so she let the kite fly, fly away. She let her kite free, although she love her kite.

Every day she always come to the garden, she always wait when the kite will come back to her. She always wait with her patient, she miss her kite so much. Sometimes she see her old-kite, she is very happy, but the kite always fly fast. She hope she can chase her old-kite back, but the wind blow and the kite go far far away. She can't reach it. She can take her old-kite again.

Suddenly she look other girl playing with kite, with her old-kite. She felt so sad. She sad, why the kite don't want play with her again. Sometimes she want take her old-kite back she want hug it, but it impossible, her old-kite has a new friend, who make it look so happy. Now the kite not her kite again, it only her old-kite.

She go, she don't want go to garden again, she felt so sad when she go to garden, she always remember when she and her old-kite together. She can't remove her memory about it. She still care with her old-kite, she want to know, why the kite want to left her alone in this garden. Too much question which she want to ask, but she never has a chance to do it.

After several time, she see her old-kite fly high in sky, she feel happy because she can try to take her old-kite back. But, she still can't reach and take it.

Maybe story of she and her kite must has the end, so she try to ignore her feeling and her mind, she try not to care to her old-kite, and finally she can smile again, although she see her old-kite with another girl



sorry for my bad english :p



i still wish we can be a bestfriend, like you told me several months ago, although i know it's impossible

Here is my playlist for this month

1. Mama's gun - Pots of Gold
2. Marque Houston - Sunset
3. Andra and the backbone - Tak ada yang bisa
4. Faviq & Ridwan - Dari Matamu
5. Faviq & Ridwan - Wonderful
6. Twilight Soundtrack Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American
7. India.Arie Ft. Musiq Soulchild - Chocolate High
8. Alexa - Jangan kau lepas
9. Maroon 5 - Won't go home without you
10. Travis - Flowers in the window
11. Ipang - Sahabat kecil

personally i like number 1 , 2 and 3.
you must listen.
number 8, 9, 10 remind me something, old memory. but i still love that song :)

time goes without our attention
everything has changed
it feel strange
why it has changed?
One by one, part by part had gone
gone, leave a why question by me
i didnt anything, but why it change?
Why it dont go flow like usually?
Like yesterday, like several time ago, like past time

today i absent, i feel sick, i got influenza & fever, maybe it was because yesterday i went to quin didn't use umbrella, although it was rain, or maybe i saw a yellow boy look so happy talk to a pink girl, yeaah whatever. i dont care, i feel plain, but sometimes my mind about it always come back and i feel uncomfort. I only hope we can be friend, not be enemy.

Maret its getting closer, simak and pmbp waiting me, wish me luck and accepting in UI and ITB

today i absent, i feel sick, i got influenza & fever, maybe it was because yesterday i went to quin didn't use umbrella, although it was rain, or maybe i saw a yellow boy look so happy talk to a pink girl, yeaah whatever. i dont care, i feel plain, but sometimes my mind about it always come back and i feel uncomfort. I only hope we can be friend, not be enemy.

Maret its getting closer, simak and pmbp waiting me, wish me luck and accepting in UI and ITB

suddenly i remember
remember something
our conversation
about you, me and other things
it makes me laugh and smile
it makes me feel comfort
and i realize
it was long time ago

pernah ngerasa seperti mati rasa?
feel plain and flat, yeaaah i feel like that now.
i dont know why